Dealing with the all the downs with no ups

VENTING SESSION :I haven’t been ttc as long as some of the ladies on here BUT man do I get nervous that this thing may not happen for a long time. This past month I added preseed to the regiment and had great baby dance timing. My breast were VERY sore which I have never had so it gave me hope because it was something different. But No, I got possibly the worse period I’ve ever had instead super sore nipples, moodiness,horrible cramps, and the heaviest flow. 😤 Being a woman ttc suuucks when it doesn’t happen!! You deal with all your physical problems then add in

the sadness because you got your hopes up and they came CRASHING down. Man I hope a 👼🏼🤱 comes at the end of this roller coaster.