Single mother to 2 girls. Ages 1 & 4. Today was a great day until it was time to leave the park and my 1 year screamed bloody fucking murder. You literally would've thought I was hurting her for that I stood outside a bit longer so the people watching would know I'm not hurting my child she just didn't want to leave.

I've never had her cry like that in public but she is an extreme high needs child and unless anyone knows what that means it's hard to keep it casual and say oh yeah she's just throwing a tantrum!

I'm still stressed as I type this! My 4 year keeps crying for no reason at all making it difficult for me to do her hair!

I want to cry so bad right now b/c I feel like a shit mom and honestly I don't know why! Right now I just feel like I can't make my kids happy. Sounds dumb I know but it's the truth!

Fuck this shit! I'm ordering pizza! I'll drown my self pity in food for the night.