I went through my pregnancy mostly alone and my child’s father was very mean and disrespectful. Didn’t attend appointments, doesn’t ask about the baby . Nothing . Hasn’t help with buying anything for baby I did everything to keep him involved he always blocked me or showed he didn’t care about the baby .He has apologized today I forgive him but I really want to go through my birth alone , I’m not trying to be selfish or keep him out of this experience but I’m not over some of the horrible thing’s he said or done should I still let him come to the birth ? I would never keep him from his son but I’m not healed from everything.