For some reason I just can’t get over my ex. There’s times where I feel ok and then there are days like today where I feel like having a complete melt down. I feel like balling my eyes out. Cuz honestly all I want right now is for him to hold me. I keep thinking of all the messed up things he’s done and it hurts sooo bad. That’s what’s been keeping me away. All I keep thinking is why won’t he love me? What is wrong with me? The time to heal can’t pass soon enough.