Always Worried

Stephanie • 🧑🏼👱🏼‍♀️👧🏼 +🌈👶🏼 due October!

On NYE at 5W2D I had a miscarriage so this pregnancy is a complete shock but completely welcomed and excited about! We never planned to try again till the summer as life is busy at the moment but apparently this little baby had other plans!

I didn’t get a true “period” after my miscarriage and I honestly didn’t even think I ovulated but quite obviously I did. Now the good part is my test lines are WAY darker this time around then before and the clear blue weeks indicator tests are going up so I know my levels are rising which is amazing! I have no symptoms and I’m constantly checking the paper when I go to the bathroom. I am sure it’s a normal thing after a loss but I’m trying to stay perfectly calm and optimistic! Wednesday I’ll be 5W2D ( I think because my husband and I only had sex once, 2 weeks after my miscarriage and then he went to work for 2 weeks ) and I have a doctors appointment and a blood draw and I’m hoping for the best. I know this post is long but I guess the point of it is that I’m honestly just wanting to make it to 6 weeks and I feel I’ll be good. I’m so ready for this little baby to complete our family and make us a big family of 6!! 🌈👶🏼✨🙏🏻