BFN/Rough Day

Month 5 and a BFN today. I am so sad. I thought it'd be easy to get pregnant... after all im only 36, nearly 37... the negatives make me question, "maybe I am too old?" "Maybe it's too late?"

Isn't it frustrating when you see all the really bad or absent parents out there and then you can't have one that you know you'd love to pieces?

I do have one child, he is nearly 11. I should be happy and content with the one child, and he really does light up my life, ... but I so badly want another so he has someone beside him for life. I want him to have this experience as much as I want it for me and my husband.

Sorry for whining. On to using OPKs...

How are ya'll doing?