Anxious first pregnancy

Ashley • FTM baby girl due October 6

Am I the only one who anxious about there pregnancy? This is my first time being pregnant and I love in fear each day that when I go to the restroom there will be blood. I have been suffering from pain/cramps whenever I stand up after sitting. I don’t have my first doctor visit until March 1st and I’m so anxious to know what’s going on inside of me. I want to know if my baby is doing okay and growing properly and I pray every day for the life of my child. I’m just so scared and anxious.