Sex with my guy best friend it’s complicated help

Kate

We have been hooking up for along time and I’m starting to develop feelings for him again. I’m afraid of getting hurt like I did in the past. He cheated on his girlfriend with me and they broke up .

Yet he still talks to ex. Well was atleast the last time that I saw him. He’s coming to stay over this coming weekend. I don’t know what to do🙈