omg ive had it. i hate having crushes cuz they always end badly tbh. theres this guy at school. hes like one of my kinda good friends and i like him. like i wanna tell him but i dont want to ruin our friendship. im also preeeetty sure he doesnt like me which makes it even worse. but like theres part of me that feels like he does like me and its so f*cking confusing, i just hate it but like at the same time i like it cuz i mean, he makes me feel happy and i feel all smiley. but ya, now idk wtf to do so uh hahah yea....