I had a Mirena for just shy of 5 years and removed it 09/2018. Since then we have been ttc naturally...without opks and bbt just tracking my periods. I was 10 days late is Nov but ended up with the worst visit from AF. Since then I have been trying to track using OPKs but never really get a firm Positive. I feel so broken and damaged like I should be able to atleast figure out when Im ovulating. My fiance and I have been discussing starting our family for years and now that we are finally ready to try I can’t help but feel like I am damaged goods and maybe I cant get pregnant. I just really need some support because I cant open up about these things with people close to me. Even my fiance doesnt really understand how much this hurts me.