A Voice by Fiona Louis

Fiona

When I say I  need a voice you might think I'm crazy because clearly you can hear me,

But you can only hear the words.

Some many people are praying for a voice to sing, a voice to preach, a voice to talk but lord I'm asking for a voice to scream, I can pray out loud I can talk out loud, I can sing a out loud, but lord I need to cry out loud, I need to be able to scream lord, because when I cry feel like I'm choking, choking because the sound doesn't want to come out, I might seem crazy but I need to scream, I need to scream, cause I can't take it no more, so many sleepless nights, where all I want to do is scream, yet I just end up sobbing myself to sleep, I need a voice as loud as a lions roar, because my screams are suffocating me lord, I just need a voice to scream, the pain of my sins are stuck in my throat and I cannot breathe lord I need to scream.