TTC #1 ,3 LOSSES.

To all who are TTC , I understand what you are through.

It is stressfull ,painfull ,devastating but most importantly emotionally draining.

I am trying for 4 years (2 years properly) with many losses along the way.

I am now declaring I officially give up. The time will come when its right. I am not tracking and not logging into the app to do my daily log.

I am leaving it in Gods hands because he has a plan for everyone. I would like to pray and send out this prayer for everyone who is struggling. If everyone can join and pray we can wish for everyones peace at heart.

Dear Heavenly Father,

I am truly wishing a prayer for the bottom of my heart if you can give me the gift of being a mother to a child made from love of my the love of my life (my partner) and I. I was gifted the purest forms of love but you decied to take them with you to heaven because that were you know they belong. Some days I think if i have done anything so wrong as a human that i dont deserve my miracle a baby, so please forgive me father if i have sinned. I know you have a journey for each and everyone one of us so im letting my life in your hands and you know when the time is is right , you will gift me with my dream rainbow baby. I pray for those who have a similar journey to mine and pray for those who lost , I pray for those who conceived will have a peacefull and healthy journey.

Baby dust to all my beautiful souls.