Hello im 17wks2days preg with my 6th ,i went thru depression at a young age 17yrs old(now35yrs old) seems like it comes to stay permanently that it feels like its startint to affect my kids /preg/marriage. When i was 9yrs old i found my big brother hung himself committed suicide at 14yrs old.this affects me bad that its bring his suicide back to back remembering it everyday because my son oldest almost 12yrs old ,he has always had issues at school(has adhd was born premature 35wks,problems with his stomach digestion).now thats he's in middle school he started out very slowly good went down and going to worser that this called "good ass" school shitty ass ,my son is getting treated badly that its the kids putting trash in(1) his lunch tray(2)stupid ass kid there did a choke hold(3)pushing him around (4)fucking idiots of these kids called my son the most defensive word retarded, gay ,i dont permit my kids to use any bad words or these too(i have 2 daughters with autism)this is fucked up.(5)and today to ftheup the worse my day 2 other stupid ass kids at gym locker room where they change 1 idiot was telling the other idiot he that kid next to you is talking shit about ,without asking this f idiot just goes off my kid punching him in the arm that my son told his coach (his warning to these 2 idiots was to stop because next time they are getting a written notice, excuse me im getting mad .this is messed up because what happens in real adult life that these idiots of kids that grow up go out in the world do this one these idiots could get shot or stab because he have some people out here that are worse and don't play like them in school.i have explained to my son defend yourself son ,but please don't commit suicide, or do something more drastic like taking a knife or gun because tou may think it will stop the bullying. I went thru this overcomed it ,my big brother didn't. This makes me worried my son is starting to show depression mood swing like me.so please someone in my situation depression/anxiety is getting the best of me that i want to give up