Fear of childbirth anyone?

La

I have a bad feeling this is going to be an unpopular opinion here... but has anyone else developed a phobia of childbirth? I find myself filled with an enormous sense of dread and terror when I think about giving birth. When scenes come on TV depicting childbirth I feel physically sick and have actually teared up from terror. I’ve never felt like this before in my life, but I’m suddenly absolutely petrified of labor/childbirth and all the things that could go wrong. Anyone else?