Baby #1 : line getting lighter, so worried

😇 Nicole • Pregnant with #1 🌈 🌈 🌈

Hey girls I’m 4weeks and 4days pregnant with baby number one.. I don’t know if I should be testing still, but I am. The line appears to be lighter and I see all these girls with super dark lines and I’m worried that it was all too good to be true. I’m still waiting for my doc to see me and I’d with he’d hurry up because I just want confirmation that my baby is growing healthy. I’ve been light spotting brown (which seems to be easing off). So worried girls, it’s all I can think about. I want this baby so bad and this is the first double line I’ve ever gotten. Has anyone else had this ?