I've been struggling with food since the early ages of 9 years old. Thanks the the great factors of Asian beauty standards (promoted by my famiky constantly) and my love for K-pop at the time, led to highly restrictive diets for years. Ultimately leading to myself becoming underweight. Even when i was skinny - i still hated myself

In most recent times, I've got a boyfriend who encourages me and understands my prolonging situation with diet. But dispite that im a healthy weight, i never hated my body as much as i did now.

I WISH i was skinny as i was before despite knowing it was so bad for my health. (ironically i am in fact a sport and health student)

Because i feel so bad about my image, this now causes me to binge eat, constantly throughout the day.

Does anyone have any advice? I just wish i was more comfortable in my skin.

While my boyfriend always tells me I'm perfect and he loves the way i am... All i see is chunky meat. I'm in a bad mindset i do have my good days and my bad - does anyone have any advice on these bad days?