So I don’t really want to go to any of my friends about this seeing how they all adore my boyfriend and I don’t want them going around talking about this to everyone. But it really messes me up whenever my man talks or hugs another girl. I will literally get so pissed about it even if he is just trying to make a friend. I’ve talked to him about it I told him I cannot have him doing it to me anymore and it hurt him. There is a reason behind this because in our earlier years of our relationship Him and I have both made mistakes him making them in front of me by kissing and flirting with other girls which lead me to seek out another guy. It hurt me so bad that even 5 years later I will trip out on him still. I need help on how to put all of this behind me to trust him completely because he is such an amazing guy and He constantly tells me how amazing and beautiful I am and chooses me every day. So tell me ladies how do you get over something a guys done to you more then once and how do you trust him. We go out to parties and if he talks to another girl I will trip out. I can’t even make any girlfriends and it’s hard for me to trust them because they look at me like I’m not enough for a man like him. I need advice...:( no judgment please)

I feel like I have let it go but he hugs a stranger or anything and it all comes back and it kills me.

I have looked up on how to evaluate a relationship and I think I can heal myself of this. Thankyou all for your advice and help.