You always hear about miscarriage and the emotions it brings but wow they never tell you about the uncontrollable emotions that come with it. The jealousy, the tears and heartbreak of finding out someone close to you in having a baby. The gut wrenching feeling of seeing another negative after starting to try again. I am going to get through this and be positive I will have a baby I will be okay. I will be happy. I found out my best friend is pregnant and due around my was going to be due date a week ago and just found out my cousin is as well. It’s hard but I am going to be happy for them and pray for there safe healthy pregnancies but it’s hard. I wish these feelings didn’t happen I wish I could just move on already