So this year only started and i been dealing with the same guy for about 3 1/2 years now. Do I love him? Yes. He is my soul mate but the only part about that is he dont act like he love me some time. I put my heart unto this guy. He has a son who is 13 now and I been around to see that he is a good dad. Now that we are a hour away from each other he thinks I am cheating on him, so I one day got my hands reading and she told me alot of stuff that I know is real about him, we do fight alot and we blame each other for how we feel at that moment. He wants a baby so bad but I do too but I don't want a baby by a guy who thinks I am cheating on him at all, we don't live together but I think if we was to live together it won't work out. He don't kiss. Hug. Touch or he don't even like to see me with my clothes off. He don't take his clothes off when we have sex I don't know why is that so can someone please tell me if I need to stay with him n make a family or leave n fine some body else to start my own experience with the right way