Feeling Frustrated

Paulina

My husband and I have been TTC for about a year and a half and for a while there I was just trying to relax and not even "try" just go with the flow of things. But this cycle I just feel so frustrated. I'm mad at myself for symptom spotting because I know it can lead to a big disappointment but part of me can't help it! I long to have a family and be a mom. I really hope and pray that this month is my month but I just hate how wrapped up in my head I get!!! Sorry to rant!!! Also, 8po today.