im going through so much in my life right now. I found out my bf ot two years had been cheating on me for about six months now and omg. Plus family matter and personal matters... college is gonna ruin me. Im so alone. I dont talk to anyone and no one understands me. I constantly wanna die and my depression has gotten worse and idk what to do. I keep on cutting class or being absent due to that. Anxiety is killing me and so are them attacks and stuff. Idk what to do. I have so much to say and no one listens and omg i cant. I really cant