Digital pregnancy test rant

2 days before period and decided to take a test and got an “NOT PREGNANT” 😢. I wish it was as easy for me like some of my family members...got a cousin going on her 3rd kid who she doesn’t want and is giving it to the dad because it’s not with the same dad as her first 2, got a cousin who’s pregnant by a married man, and a cousin who has 2 baby daddy’s, no job, no house having her 4th baby back to back 😢 they have it so easy. “I wasn’t even trying and it happened” “our first try and we came out pregnant” “idk how this happened”...meanwhile I’m married, with a house, a loving husband, supportive family & it took us 2-3 years of trying to have our first & I got told I have “pcos” and it will be hard for us to convince 😢