Help I’m going crazy!!!

Okay so I was suppose to go to my doctor on Friday to start my first round of fermara. I have PCOS and my husband had low sperm count. I called today because af hasn’t came so I needed to reschedule. I joked with the receptionist it said “wouldn’t it be funny if I was pregnant.” That stuck in my head so after work I said heck why not test, I’ve gotten use to the negatives. AND it was positive within 1 min!!!!

Last month I had a vvvfl and it ended in a chemical so I didn’t want to get my hopes up. I went to the doctor and I have to wait until tomorrow to see the blood test results!!!!

I can’t bare it please someone tell me I’m crazy it it is all going to be fine!!!!