i need help. i’m very troubled. i miss my ex boyfriend. he broke up with me 9 months ago saying he didn’t love me anymore. since then we’ve contacted only a couple times. just the other week he asked how i was doing and then he started bringing up how he was thinking about everything like laughing with me, driving with me, waking up with me there... and then after all that he decides he was being dumb. and he apologizes. and he hurt me all over again because i got happy and excited that maybe we can give it another go but i was wrong. and after that i tried to pretend that didn’t happen so i asked if he was still up for hanging out and he was too busy and i’m really upset. i let him know i was still hurting. and now he wants absolutely nothing to do with me.. we haven’t talked since. i can’t let him go. i miss him. and i .. still love him. i want him back. i want us to give it another chance. to make it better. i don’t know how to accept this. please help. it’s like a stake has been driven through my heart.