How to find comfort

How do you heal after a loss? How do I feel okay? My heart aches every single day since I lost my baby:( I feel so heartbroken I don’t want to do anything.. all I can think about is how my baby would have looked like how much I love him/her and how when my due date comes around I’ll be a mess. The days go by so slow.. I want a baby💔

I don’t understand why this happened 💔