RANT! Getting annoyed now 😭

Me and my SO have been together a year and we had sex all the time like every night and it was fucking amazing but for the past few we’ll I say few I mean 4 months, we’ve been having sex ONCE! A week!

I did ask why and he kept saying because he was tired, so we started going to bed sooner then he kept saying he felt ill and now it’s either one or the other. I have a high sex drive so it’s driving me insane and I played with my self for the first time ever! And I do that most mornings now because I’m just not getting any. I bought more live, I got him sex vouchers for Valentine’s Day but had to give them to him early and nothing! I sent him nudes and he didn’t even comment on them! I feel like fucking shit and don’t know what to do because I love him but I need pleasure!

I can’t help but feel it’s because he’s not attracted to me and that makes me feel pretty ugly 😕😔