I was forced to keep a pregnancy I didn’t want I was happy with my fiancé but my mom and dad wanted me to keep it and my fiancé too I’m 19 years old and don’t have a job so I couldn’t pay to terminate it when I first found out when I first found out I was pregnant I didn’t want to keep it a child in a relationship ruins the relationship that’s what I feel my fiancé says this baby will keep us closer but that’s not true since I been pregnant we are barely intimate and fight I tell him that I never wanted to have this because it will ruin my life and I don’t want the responsibility of something I don’t want I love him a lot he is a great guy but he never wanted to pull out or use a condom and I wasn’t on birth control I never thought this would happen all I could think about is that I want to end this pregnancy And I’m 5 months I haven’t even told friends I’m pregnant or not even my whole family knows only my mom and dad but they want me to have it I wanted it just to be my fiancé and me at least for now so we could enjoy our time together but with a baby the baby won’t even let us have fun or give each other love do anything I once terminated a pregnancy at 8 weeks pregnant by someone irresponsible who lied to me about having a girlfriend years ago when I was 17 I took a pill at first I cried and regretted it but then thought of how my life would be with a child without a partner he i knew it was the best thing I did is barely even intimate with me he says we need to do it slow to not hurt the baby and do it only 2 times a week I tell him to keep it and he says yes that he wants it it’s sad because I had a lot of plans for both of us but now this had to happen and ruin everything my mother said she wouldn’t give me money to help me terminate this pregnancy she only paid when I was pregnant the other time I feel like I want to throw my self down the stairs or to the floor i tell my fiancé this kid ruined everything we won’t be able to travel together or do any of the things we planned without a baby bothering us I want to look my best and be happy have fun