Curious

I’m 29yrs old (almost 30) have an 8yr old and I’m pregnant. I also have a wonderful boyfriend. But there’s a girl that I’ve had a crush on for about 9yrs....& I think that she has a thing for me too. I am not gay....but am I too old to become bicurious? I feel like something is wrong with me...but just looking at her pics on social media turn me on. 🤦🏾‍♀️ #dontjudgeme