okay so i started dated this boy .. john about 4 months ago. and i love him and such but i keep getting so weird when we are like looking on his phone at instagram memes and on his timeline he follows like models and on snapchat he follows like scandalous girls story’s and it kinda ruins my mood. i don’t look like them. it makes me feel insecure but i don’t know why. like i try to tell myself i watch porn so why am i mad? but porn is hidden like not on social media. it makes me feel like he thinks they are hotter maybe? idk if this is a inner issue with myself like self love. but when i see it my chest just hurts and i get all sad. does anyone have any help or advise?