All the feelings

I'm a FTM and my baby boy is 5 weeks tomorrow. Don't get me wrong, most days I'm perfectly pleasant and happy, but sometimes I'm hit with lots of emotion. Sometimes I think about how fast time is flying and how fast he's growing and it makes me cry! I know he's still so little, but he's already grown out of his newborn clothes and diapers. I'm also adjusting to my new life as a mother. Just a year ago I was only responsible for myself and now here I am raising another human. Seems like not that long ago I was the child.

I don't think it's PPD, just normal mom feelings right? Before pregnancy I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety and took Prozac for a while with great results (aside from one side effect, which was night sweats). I've considered starting Prozac again but I know I'll have to wean off again when my husband and I start trying for another baby.

Ugh 😣