Thought I would be ecstatic

Sky • 7/09/19 baby boy on the way❤️

I don't know if anyone else feels this way. This is my first baby and I was trying for almost 2 years before my bfp. But now that I'm pregnant I'm not excited 😞 I thought that I would be ecstatic. Even when I got the bfp I wasn't as happy as I thought I would be. I feel bad because I thought I'd have more of a connection to my baby and I don't feel like I do. I just feel like a bad mom already