My name is Jay, and I’ve struggled for a long time with borderline personality disorder. Pretty much since I was 15 years old, and I’m now 22. I recently attempted suicide on January 23rd and have since gotten into exercise! I feel so much better. There are no progress pics just because it’s only been like 2 weeks BUT I just feel.... lighter. Physically, mentally, emotionally, etc. I just feel like I no longer have the weight of the world on my back. Idk if it’s all in my head, but it’s working.

I’ve gotten up everyday and do my makeup and hair. Most days it’s straightened I just didn’t have enough time yesterday (takes like an hour). I dress professional for work although most people show up in sweats (I work in a call center, so no one really cares). AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST I quit smoking pot. I used to do it because it would help me sleep but then I started doing it earlier and earlier until I started waking and baking. Now, that’s not to say that pot smoking is bad! It’s just not for me personally because I have a very addictive personality and I can’t regulate it. Most people can be very functional stoners. Me? Not so much.

I know no one really cares, I just thought I’d share because I feel like I’ve turned around a lot in the past two weeks. Thanks for reading those of you that did. ❤️❤️❤️❤️