Help please!

Jennifer

I have been crying all morning!! On April 27,2018 I had a little girl at 21 weeks due to some serious medical issues on her part. It’s been the hardest year of my life I have been actively trying for three months now. My period is not due until Feb 14th but I have a box of tests and I just can’t help myself. Yesterday I took one and it was stark white. This morning with my ovulation test same bowl of pee ;) I figured why not because I am crazy like that I took a test too. I should add I never reached peak on the ovulation machine I have been using. I took the test thinking I would see nothing against like all the other months but to my shock there was a line. So I took another and drove to shoppers and bought a first response. So three cheap Amazon’s and a first response all faint lines but there??? Please tell me you can see it too. I’m terrified Because I have read so much on here about chemical pregnancies and I would be so early but is this finally my rainbow?? 🌈 I can see them I really just need someone to put my mind at ease and tell me it will be okay!