Weird

So I’m white. Pretty much. My dad is half native but my mom is full white so my skin tone is white af but I grew up with native traditions. And grew up around my native and Hispanic cousins. But I’ve always liked/dated light skinned men. Not white. But a mix like me but more on the darker side. (If someone didn’t understand that) I started dating my boyfriend two years ago and he is white as fuck. And I’ve noticed that I’m not really fond of his way of thinking that the guys I’ve dated in the past aren’t like?? Idk if it was how he was raised but he said “I think lesbians are still a little attracted to guys if they like women that look like men but just not the parts of a guy” and I stared at him for a long time and said that there is a difference in liking someone who is masculine and feminine. But that doesn’t mean they are still attracted to men.. idk. All the guys I’ve dated before haven’t thought this way. (This is just one example) and I can see where the “white boy” stereo type gets it from after dating a white boy. Like he says dumb ass shit that I legit think “fucking white boy” and shake my head. 🤦🏻‍♀️