So I'm a sophomore in highschool and I have really bad anxiety when it comes to making friends and I normally stick to talking to the same couple people. I had a best friend for a couple years, and she was one of the only people I was really comfortable around. We are next door neighbors and would hang out 24/7 She was always there for me and I loved her so much. Recently she decided she didn't want to be my friend anymore because she's embarrassed by me, she blocked me on social media and cut off all contact. She also seems to be trying to turn the world against me by telling people private things I told her when I was friends with her.

Now after some time, I've stopped blaming this on myself. Even though I do miss the amazing friendship I used to have with her, I've been trying to forget about it.

But since I used to hang out with her so much, I don't really have anyone to talk to about the shit that goes on in my head. I've tried mentioning somethings to my parents, but they completely shut me down. I really miss having someone to talk to and just be around. It's hard having no one like me and I feel uncapable of finding those people. Idk what to do...