Before I begin, I am not saying that God spoke actual words to me, but more like what was said is on my heart. I hope that makes sense!

I have PCOS and I have been struggling with medical issues including hormonal imbalances and weight gain for the past few years. I so badly want a child my husband is so supportive. He will be a loving and involved father; I am sure of this.

We'd been trying for a while but with no ovulation and no cycles, it felt so pointless to try.

Christmas was difficult. I really felt an absence in my life and I felt guilty that I could not have a child. I felt like this should not be as hard as it is. I kept trying to remind myself that if Mary, a virgin, could get pregnant, God is capable of anything and he will answer my prayers.

Fast forward to last weekend...I was on the phone with my wonderful mother-in-law, and we were talking about my PCOS and fertility issues.

This is when it happened ... I told her that within the year, I would be pregnant. That is completely out of character for me to just come out and say that. I felt like God put it on my heart and I needed to share it. I told her to have faith and keep praying for this child. I know she prays for this as well for us.

I just had an appointment at my fertility doctor. I usually don't get good news when I go to doctors considering the PCOS and all, but the doctor told me that my hsg test was clear and that my tubes are beautiful, and that I have very high amount of eggs left for a woman at my age(30).

The doctor is going to start a round of Clomid for me. We are going to try this first round even though my husband has not been tested yet. I think he feels some embarrassment with the whole process of giving a sample...

Anyway, the doctor thinks if my husband's sperm is good, we should be pregnant within 4 months.

I had not had news like this before. This reaffirmed the belief that God spoke these words on my heart.

God's bless!