So I’m fifteen and i’ve been dating my boyfriend for a year and a half. I was 14 and he was 19 when we met. Our relationship started from sex and i fell in love with him instantly. At first we told my family he was 17 but i eventually came out and told them he’s 20. I didn’t see a problem with it at first but i think he’s mentally sick. I was blind but i now realize he’s very controlling, manipulative, and possessive. He tells me who i can have contact with and what i am allowed and not allowed to do. I’m not allowed to talk to the opposite sex, had out with any friends, talk on the phone with friends, and it’s hard to even have friends with him. I’m not allowed to wear certain things when he isn’t around or not allowed to do certain things like shave and just things of that nature. I’ve been watching documentaries about Ted Bundy and serial killers and pedophiles. It’s scary because he has many qualities of them. I’m freaked out and idk what to do. He’s threatened to share my nudes across the internet and give me a bad name if i ever broke up with him and got with another person. I also just found out he gave me stds. I’ve told him in a very serious manner that he needs mental help and he blew up on me. Also, he’s went to court and had charges pressed on him for having an intimate relationship with a 15 year old before and i recently talked to her. It’s kinda like i’m in the exact same situation as she was. I’m honestly scared. I think he chose me because i was so naive and easy to manipulate. I’ve matured and see through him now and he’s beginning to realize it. So now things are getting worse. I’m just a teenage girl and should not be doing this and i understand that now. I just need help, it’s so hard to leave when he’s so manipulative.