I have horrible baby fever and I always have. I've always wanted to be a mom. It's so hard to keep trying after miscarrying in July. It was so hard on me. I dont have any kids, but all my friends do.. I've always wanted to be a mom. I go over and all they do is fight. I'm not telling you how to parent, but dont constantly fight and try to kill yourself. You have a kid, be grateful. Quit complaining about your good life. You have a car, a loving husband, a roof over you and your baby's head,food, and clean water. You may lose sleep, but welcome to parenthood. I wish I was there. I wish I had your life yet all you do is complain about how your husband is tired and cant do everything because you cant mentally handle literally anything. Grow up dude, dont be a child raising a child.