Heart broken 💔

Hali

Had a faint positive on Thursday at 13 dpo on a frer. It was light, but it is definitely there and showed up in the 3mm. Then 14 dpo I had a negative digital and today at 15 dpo I think I’m starting my period. I don’t understand why this is so hard. Why is it so hard to get pregnant and why would a get a positive and then this. Im just so frustrated and sad. I even bought a baby outfit to give to my husband on his birthday next weekend. 😢