Mixed emotions

Catherine

So I want to have another baby, my husband not sure at first but then said let's try. Well we've been trying, this but l I'm thinking I hope I do get pregnant and then go well maybe I'm not ready. See my 2year old had a stroke last year, had to have brain surgery, has seizures, and behavioral issues.he has Moya Moya syndrome which is rare and it's a linfelong appts, scans every year, aspirin daily (to prevent clots) and seizure meds. He has been coddled. He could've died cause he also had an aneurysm too. I'm afraid he will be really jealous and I don't want him to feel like I replaced him.