So I just ended things with my fwb and I’m really gonna miss the friend more than anything. We are just at different points in our lives and want different things. But still I’m sad that it had to end. Even though he sucks at showing emotion he was sad too. He said he wants the friend back and will do without the benefits. I feel the same way. I feel like the universe brought him into my life and his reasoning isn’t complete yet. I’m not mad that we want different things even though part of me wishes it could’ve worked out. We work together so if we pass in the hall way I wanna be okay. He’s my first mutual breakup and longest I’ve been talking to someone. Idk how to feel. Is it okay that I’m sad even thought I knew it would never have worked right now. Can I still miss him? Can I miss what we had even if it wasn’t much? Idk how I let him in this far but it happened. I feel numb, idk how to feel or if it’s okay that I feel that way. Just wanted to get that out..