My husband and I have been trying for 5 years on and off. I finally ovulated for the first time this month. 10 DPO and got a BFN this morning. I know I have a few more days to keep testing, but honestly I don’t think it’s going to happen. I’m crushed and losing hope. I don’t want to hear “it’ll happen” or just “pray” because I’ve prayed every single day and at one point I dedicated my life fully to God, serving praying fasting I’ve done it all. I’ve cried and pleaded for YEARS and nothing. Meanwhile I have a atheist co worker who just found out she pregnant and another co worker who pregnant as well. I’ll be 38 in April and it’s just another reminder on how my time to have a baby is almost at its end. I can’t talk to my husband cause he has no clue how I feel and says stupid things to try to make me feel better. I don’t what else to do I’ve been on fertility meds, seen a doctor went on BC and nothing. I was diagnosed with PCOS a few years ago I read stories where women get pregnant on it when will I? When wil this happen for me?