Just found out my sister in law is pregnant again. To a guy with like 8 kids and 4 baby mommas. Not judging but I sit here in disbelief that I’m still not pregnant. Trying not to go to that negative space because despite my sadness I am still happy for her. I’m going to be an aunt again but here I am. I’m starting Clomid round 2 tomorrow and I hope it is coming soon for us. August will be 2 years of TTC and I want to make my husband a “dad”. I want my grandparents to be able to meet their great grand children. I want my parents to become grandparents and be able to enjoy that special time. I want to be a mom but I also want to be able to do all of this for my family.

I just bought some lingerie for Valentine’s Day for the hubby, went to Adore Me and hopefully the stuff I bought will help with making Baby#1. 🥰❤️ 1.5 years TTC and still trying to remain positive...