Need advice

Cera

I’ve been with my boyfriend 5 years. Well he told me he wanted a baby before 30 that’s in a month. Well every time we have sex he pulls out. We recently had a pregnancy scare and now he won’t even have sex with me. Should I worry? Also every time I kiss him he wipes it off. It makes me feel bad about my self and makes me feel like I’m not good enough.