***Update to questions

It’s a very sensitive situation. Hence why I have nobody to talk to. We did meet with attorney but haven’t seen fbi yet. It’s a process. Have to make sure all steps are taken appropriately for our safety. I just want justice. I mostly want peace right now. Afraid of therapy bc they might not keep it undercover if that makes sense.

Do I think he was going to shoot me? Well he sure was trying. Mind you we were parked in bright fire station lot with infrared cameras and emt just left. He had major issues. He already has a case with fbi. I only know what inexperienced and never have I in my life. I keep thinking with time I’ll heal. But I don’t know. It’s been a few months

Okay. I’m laying in bed and it’s 12:14am. I have to wake at 5:30 and get kids up and to work.

I’m having nightmares.

I have nobody to talk to. I was held at Gunpoint by my boyfriends sisters boyfriend a few months ago. He was trying to break inside our car. Which was parked at the fire station after we sent the medics over to his sisters home where the bf lives. He’s holding her hostage and she has liver failure. He isn’t taking her to treatments and refusing her care and just holding her.

We went to her town and after having lunch with her my bf was upset as you could clearly see jaundice in her eyes. She had stage 5 and if she doesn’t get treatment she dies. Bf and his mother care for her son which is a teen how bc she wasn’t ever able. Bf and her have always been close. But this man is sick she’s with. So I’m just the gf and the wrong place. Wrong time.

I thought we were safe waiting at station watching the ems go to her home and praying they would see her and know she needed help. Not of mind sound body. Well he pulls in and it’s dark and he bangs on my window. Car is parked. I had my hand on the lock button and head down center console crying and called 911. He then got a gun and was screaming and then tried to break in the trunk.

So nothing came of it. We got attorney and such but nothing yet

So I can’t stop having nightmares. Nothing like this has happened to me. Since it’s very secret for our safety I can’t talk to anyone.

I just don’t know what to do but praying this ends soon

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