My niece passed away on 1/26/19. She was only 7 months. Her funeral was two days ago and it was open casket. I keep seeing her face, and feeling her hand. I looked at her, she looked so different. I held her hand, it felt like a silicone doll. Her mom, dad, and siblings (nephews and niece) are broken. One of my nephews is 2 years old and is having such a hard time. I know it takes time. So many sleepless nights and too much thinking. When I do sleep, I have the worst nightmares. I know she’s in a better place. But her precious face and body, is gone. I can’t hold her anymore. I don’t know what to do.