12 dpo, nervous but feeling a lot of symptoms

Kristy • Married the love of my life🤵🏻👰🏻4/21/18. Lost our angel baby at 11 weeks👼🏻 12/6/18. Had my rainbow baby boy👶🏻 3/27/20. Lost our 2nd angel baby boy at 21W3D 6/3/2022 👼🏻. Pregnant with rainbow baby #2.

I’m so nervous. I’m due for Af in 3 days. One day I’ll convince myself I’m pregnant and the next I think I’m not pregnant. My boobs haven’t hurt but I’ve been pretty crampy for about 3 days. My nipples have gotten darker and are tender. I was extremely nauseous last week and now I bounce between feeling starving and not wanting to eat at all. I also get hit with fatigue at random times, even though I’ve been consistently sleeping for 8 hours every night. I get hot flashes and my fingers have been swelling up. I should add that some people are asking me if I feel ok and when I’m going to try for again (maybe they have an instinct about me lol). Hoping this is it and I get my bfp soon. Praying for all of you who are waiting for your positives