Vagina conscious in a swim suit?

So idk how to put this.. not necessarily a camel toe but my vagina is what you would call a “butterfly” is the nicest way to put it. There are other mean names but anyways I’m self conscious of the way it looks and used to never think anyone would love me until I met my boyfriend and he’s in love with the way my vagina looks! So it’s helps a lot that he loves me for me and my vagina lol but I have this issue when it comes to swim suits.

I always feel so self conscious of my vagina in a bathing suit especially when my swim suit gets wet I feel like you can totally see the outline of my labia and I feel so exposed. I was wearing a neon but floral pattern bathing suit one time at a pool party in 7th grade and went to the bathroom and saw how noticeable it was in the mirror! It was like bam right in your face. Ever since them I’ve never been able to fully enjoy myself at the beach or at parties.

I love my body and cute swim suits and just want to be able to rock my shit without feeling so exposed and embarrassed

Can anyone else relate to this or am I the only one??

If you know of a brand or type that helps hide this please help!!

Please no judgement I judge myself enough