FTM here. I am getting super nervous about giving birth. I'm only 34+4 right now... but they will likely induce me at 37 weeks maybe 38 if I can beg my doctor to hold off. He is breech and already over 6.5 lbs so he will probably be a larger baby. Idk if I want to pray for him to flip before being induced or be happy for the c section. I made the mistake of watching a youtube of other moms that got a c section and now I'm nervous. I dont want to lay there and stare at the ceiling and listen to them cut me open and all the tools clanging around. But I also dont want to push a 9 lb baby out and rip. Everything sounds so painful. Any advice from other moms?