I don’t really know where to start with this, basically when I look at my daughter (second baby) I can’t help but feel guilty for my son, he’s into 18 months and my daughter is 6 weeks, he barely had any time with me and his daddy before we had his little sister (yes our choice) I don’t feel like I can bond with her properly because I don’t want him to feel lonely, I’m really struggling to juggle both of them and share my love between them! (Obviously I love them both!)

When I cuddle my little girl my son always looks over and looks so sad, he hangs off my legs or climbs all over me to get my attention, I feel as though I’m losing the amazingly close bond I had with my son. I’m not really gaining that strong bond i had straight away with my son, with my daughter

I don’t really know why I’m posting this but I need to let it out and I don’t know where else I could do so